[s1e1] Tony -

I told the doctor it feels like I came in at the end. The best is over. My old man, his crew—they had it figured out. They had rules. They had a structure that didn't just crumble when the feds started breathing down their necks. Now? It’s all wires, RICO statutes, and guys who can't keep their mouths shut for five minutes because they're scared of a little prison time.

In the pilot episode of ( S1E1cap S 1 cap E 1 ), Tony Soprano famously tells his therapist, Dr. Jennifer Melfi, that he feels like he came in at the end of things and that the best is over. [S1E1] Tony

I’m supposed to be the sad clown. Laughing on the outside, crying on the inside. I run North Jersey, I put food on the table, and I make sure everyone gets their taste. But at night, when the house is quiet and the Prozac is sitting on the nightstand like a little white flag of surrender, I wonder what it's all for. I told the doctor it feels like I came in at the end