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Adult Budi laughed, the sound startlingly loud in his quiet apartment. On the screen, the ten-year-old version of himself didn't cry. He sat up, wiped a smear of mud across his forehead like war paint, and grinned directly at the lens.

He double-clicked. The screen filled with the grainy, shaky footage of a 2010 afternoon. There he was—ten years old, wearing a red-and-white school uniform that was two sizes too big, his hair a messy bowl cut that his mother had insisted was "stylish." MASIH_B_CIL_SD.mp4

In the video, Budi was standing in his childhood backyard, holding a plastic lightsaber as if it were a sacred relic. His best friend, Gilang, was filming, his high-pitched laugh echoing behind the camera. "Okay, Budi! Do the move!" Gilang shouted. Adult Budi laughed, the sound startlingly loud in

The video cut to black. Budi sat in the glow of his monitor for a long moment. He had spent the last week stressed about a promotion, a mortgage, and a broken sink. He had forgotten the philosophy of the mud-covered boy in the red-and-white shorts. He double-clicked