To Hirai, love wasn't a bargain for happiness; it was a total surrender. He understood that to truly love meant accepting the "darkness" to reach the "goodness". As the song echoed through the valley, it wasn't a lament of defeat, but a vow. He would carry the weight of that love until the very end, for "this soul" had never truly been his to keep—it had always been hers.
A traveler passing through asked him, "Why do you stay? Her love brings you more sorrow than joy. It is a 'wild ego' ( hırçın benlik ) that burns you."
"Your pain is mine, and your honey is mine too. Even if you give me death, even if you give me cruelty... this soul is yours." Hirai ZerdГјЕџ Bu Can
The song (meaning "This Soul is Yours") by Hirai Zerdüş (Hakan Bozdağ) is a hauntingly beautiful piece that explores the themes of intense love, devotion, and suffering . It describes a love so deep that the narrator is willing to endure any pain—whether "death or cruelty"—because their very existence belongs to the beloved.
In a small village tucked between the rugged mountains of Artvin, there lived a man who spoke more through his saz than his voice. He went by a name that whispered of ancient wisdom: , meaning "the path to sacred goodness leads through darkness". To Hirai, love wasn't a bargain for happiness;
Hirai had a love that felt like a "crazy hell" ( deli cehennem ). It wasn't the kind of love that brought peace; it was sharp, like the "pointed looks" ( bakışların sivrilmiş ) of the one he adored, cutting straight into his chest.
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One evening, as the stars began to pierce the velvet sky, Hirai sat by the hearth. His heart felt heavy, like a bird that had forgotten how to fly ( içim içten düşmüş ). He thought of the woman he loved—a woman whose smile was like scattered blossoms, yet whose absence felt like a slow-bleeding wound.